What it is to Drink Ayahuasca?
What it is to drink Ayahuasca? To me it is a direct connection with your soul. To be put in a non-ordinary state of consciousness, where you drop beneath your facade, beneath that face you show to the world. Ayahuasca allows you to sit with those emotions that you didn't want to feel or didnt realized that were there; your insecurities, self judgment, rejections, lack of appreciation and self worth just to name a few. At this level, you're allowed to freely tap into the root of those emotions, dark and scary as they may be. The medicine has a way to take you to moments of your present and past, your childhood, long forgotten or suppresed and finally understand where those feelings and emotions came from. Those memories that their meaning were eluding you but were ever so present in your daily life, your character, your personality and behaviors. Now as an adult, fully responsible of your life, you get to see, as an observer, where the confusion, the misunderstanding and trauma came from and bring them to the present to be dealt with. The person that you are today was shaped and conditioned by those events that happened during your childhood, those memories . The ones we thought we forgot, those that were suppressed or rejected from our lives for not knowing how to deal with them at that time.
This is where inner child and shadow work comes to play. This is where Ayahuasca excels at healing that pain, that hurt and suffering that affects you today. You are now free to finally let it go, make peace with it and move on.