Post Ceremony Reflections, Part 2: I didn't get what I wanted.
It is at this point that you start to think "wait a minute, this is not what I want". You are starting to feel disappointed, questioning yourself what happened, why you're not having an experience, what these other people are getting that you're not? What are you doing wrong? Your mind starts to think that this was not a good idea after all and you have wasted time and money coming here for nothing.
Ayahuasca can be a bit of a master riddler, not showing what you want to see and instead of showing you things that are illogical and don't make sense at all to you, at least at this time. The message is there, you just don’t get it at that moment.