The Walk Alone

I've never been alone in my life. I moved from my house to a marriage for 24 years and then onto another relationship. Throughout those years, I brought with me all my fears and insecurities, my ego, my emotional trauma and projected those in all of my relationships. I've hurt many people along the way, destroying something beautiful that once was turning it into pain and suffering. For years there was a debate between my mind and heart to understand and accept some things in life that I was so stubborn and righteous in not to accept. It was telling me " Carlitos, it's time for you to be alone". Now in this new space, I have to learn new values, set healthy boundaries and learn how to let go and surrender to what I cannot control. It's a time that has been presented to me and I have to take so unwillingly but with the resolution to change my ways to continue to become a better man. It is in this uncomfortable truth that I set my right foot forward to make the walk alone.